Converse

你这样一个女人，让我欢喜让我忧

早知道傷心總是難免的

你又何苦一往情深

深深爱 一个人根本不该苦苦压印，

一点迟疑一辈子的悲戚

听，海哭的声音！

叹惜著谁又被伤了心，却还不清醒！

一定不是我，至少我很冷静

愛的地暗天黑都已無所謂

是是非非無法決擇

沒有後悔為愛日也去跟隨

那個瘋狂的人是我　喔

I LOVE YOU 無法不愛你 BABY

爱让人失去了理智

会不会是我太自私

拒绝更寂寞的日子

放不开也看不见未来

难道这种不完美

才是爱情真实的样子

我想就這樣牽著妳的手不放開

愛能不能夠永遠單純沒有悲哀

我 想帶妳騎單車 我

想和妳看棒球

想這樣沒擔憂 唱著歌 一

愛雖然很美妙　

卻不能為了寂寞 又陷了泥沼

愛要耐心等待　仔細尋找　感覺很重要

寧可空白了手　等候一次　真心的擁抱

我相信在這個世界上　一定會遇到

對的人出現

希望你能爱我　到地老　到天荒

希望你能陪我　到海角　到天涯

如果一切从来　我也不会改变决定

心中是清楚的 有一天 有一天都会停的

让时间说真话 虽然我也害怕

在天黑了以后 我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

若是你共情人热切信有爱 永远真挚的投入这个梦乡

合著两眼定能遇见那爱侣 给你讲出永不老那点真相

我要花兒開個不停 陪我們永遠年輕

每朵花代表了純淨的愛情

我要種出一個森林

陪他聽落葉回音陪它看雪花融化了的寧境

天空間飄來的雨 從眼裡滑落到心裡

我在懷疑該不該躲你 該不該躲這場雨

大雨就要開始不停的下

我的心 我的心 已經完全的沒有主張

帶我到沒有愛情的地方 喔.........

看 滿天的星星 寫出我心情

流星 的風景 有你的背影

正好代表著我和你 擁抱的生命

你永遠是我 命中的精靈

也許雲端裡有精靈 竊聽我的心

站在十字路的交点

该怎么走

你能体谅 我有雨天

偶尔胆怯 你都了解

此刻脚步 会慢一些

如此坚决

看着你的眼睛 有太多太多泪不停

心疼你每一步爱的艰辛

苦难的梦特别真心

好光陰　縱沒太多

一分鐘　那又如何

會與你　共同渡過　都不枉過

瘋戀多　錯誤更多　如能從新做過

我會說　願能為你　提前做錯

早已沉醉在你暖暖的手掌

緊握住我不放　偷偷的聞著你

帶孩子氣的男人香

呼　我喜歡　就這樣　靠在你胸膛

呼　我喜歡　沒有時間　沒有方向

呼　我喜歡　像這樣　愛的好自然

不用管別人投什麼眼光

隨你帶著我四處的〔去〕遊蕩

Whoever say that conversation has to be in speech has neglected the essence of conversing. Conversation is understanding of the other person's feeling through words and words need not necessary be said, it can be through songs =).

Above is the conversation that I had with someone dear to me and we had converse through the lyrics of various songs to represent our feelings. Maybe to some people this is ridiculous but to me it is the magnefestation of romance as romancing is about putting in effort to seek to communicate one's feeling in an unique way, that others do not.

This is nothing philosophical and if it is, then it is about seeking new ways of communication with someone you treasure and seeing the other person putting in similar effort to magnifest that each of them will put in effort to communicate. Showing that communication is about sincerity and effort to portray one's feeling and not just mere lip service

And to end the blog, I can say that this will be one unique conversation that I will remember as it is poetic to me. There is nothing like this before and maybe never after. The simple moment we converse has reflected our complicated feelings, direct in words, diverse in meanings...

"Communication requires effort"

~ James Tan~

Planting Seeds- Part 2

It has been a very long time since I have written my last blog as time doesn't seem to be my best buddy anymore as it keeps slipping by the moment. But after seeing my friend Fanny's comment, initially I just wish to post a comment back but as I wrote on, I feel that a blog post will do the reply more justice =)

Fanny, what I feel is that to me random act of happiness in this context are seeds that you have dropped along the pavement. You never know what seeds you have dropped as they are too random and you will start noticing it only when the plants have grown up.

Since you do not know what seeds you have sow, the result can be anything, good, neutral, disastrous, who knows? However planning does not mean that things will go your way but if you fail to plan, you plan to fail. So some planning is better than no planning. The challenge of life thus lies in the fact that even if you plan, you might not get what you want. Hence people might be discouraged from planning too much. And some people just get things that they want without planning.

When we see this, we start questioning ourselves, then why are we spending the effort to carefully plant every single seed when the result is not even guaranteed? To me it is just a game of probability. As you start planting seeds intended for certain result, your percentage of success might be low initially as it is a specific result that you wish to attain. However as you become more experience, you know the technics of doing it and start being able to plant seeds that yields good result with higher probability. However this might take time and most people gave up along the way.

Now let's look at random seeds that we plant along the way. It is always a matter of 50-50, you might win or you might lose as it is just random probability due to no control over the situation. In the short run, you might be better off, as things might just fall on the good side of the 50% which is better than planned intention. However due to lack of control, no improvements are going to be made and results are always undetermined.

Of course some might argue that it is alright to be random, just kill those plants that are not meant to be. Well what if the plant happens to be a bad one that is resilience and highly efficient in reproducing itself. You might not even be able to kill it and it might even grow out of proportion and become a permanent obstacle that obstruct your intended path of progress.

I believe life is a gamble but it must be taken with calculated risk and always improving on your odds so as to achieve the result you want more and more often. So in comparison, it is obvious that I would take the planned path so that life might be hard in the beginning but improvements are always happening as long as I work hard on improving it. Perhaps randomness is too risky for me ^^.

And if you look at another perspective, life is exciting because you never know what you are going to get. And it is more challenging and exciting when you challenge it and when you finally win over it, that is the reward for trying and the satisfaction is what give life its fiery existence- to seek to burn at its brightest.

If life is a journey, living to the fullest means that you have chosen to take up its challenge and have not escaped from the obstacles it have posted you. One only regret his life if he has not done the things that he wish to do due to the lack of courage to face it.

We know that we cant escape from dropping some random seeds here and there, but I would prefer to have more intended results so that my life will overall be one that is filled with beautiful plants. In the end as I look back, a beautiful garden is what that greets me =)


"Intension breeds good result over time with preserverence as fertilizers"
~James Tan~